I hadn't spoken; i hadn't breathed.
i hadn't laughed, smiled, or pretended.
but today i saw you again.
and fuck i hate the way you're the only one who makes me better.
i hate the control you have.
i wish you didn't, but i can't help it.
i wish i could hate you, forget you, leave you forever.
but it still remains.
forever inscribed in this skin of mine.