R.

I see you. you are in the corner of my eye. looking from time to time to make sure i'm okay. I see you, taunting me. teasing me. letting me know you exist but not letting me into your heart. i see those beautiful eyes staring at my skin, making it crawl with goosebumps. why must you be so far away? your lips are miles from mine, yet i know you want them to brush yours. yet, we've become lost in seperate worlds. knowing of eachother's existence, yet slowly letting it fade. Love was but a memory for you and I. i let you be my secret. none of the new souls i befriend know of your existence. they barely notice that your name parts my lips, if not by accident. i let it float away. where are you? what are you doing? when you feel like giving up do you think of me? when you see people who smile into each others eyes do i cross your mind? or am i cloudy memory that could've become life itself?